Following intense post break up stress, I receded into my mind, struggling to find a way to connect with myself after years of depression and depersonalization from living for the sake of and in accordance to the ideals of other people. At the time these songs served to explore and acknowledge these feelings and experiences, solidifying them in the external so as to allow for development of the internal.
"6 songs created in a state of solitary stasis. Each day bleeding into the next, with naught to do but wait for the inevitability of the future while feeling it will never come."
Now serving as an homage to my past with notes of hope for the future as I began the personal journey leading to who I am now, this EP was created largely in the Winter & Spring of 2013 & 2014 as I also began to explore new forms of auditory expression. My intention was to polish and publish this album over the Summer of 2014, but as per my usual quota I managed to delay it for almost an entire year. Absentmindedly Thinking About- is here at long last despite a handful of flaws and technical as well as personal difficulties.